I Cannot Live with this Anymore

Angel Ariel channeled through Adria Wind Horse Estribou

From a societal level, from an energetic level, from a purely physical level, it's like the magnifying glass is right there. You can't help but notice. For some of you, you're noticing politics more. For some of you, you're noticing things that are discordant in your own energetic field. For some of you, you're aware of the pollutions on Earth and how this is absolutely unsustainable, unbreathable. Whatever it is for you—all of these are true—it's like recognizing, coming right up into the mirror and saying: "I cannot live with this anymore."
 
This feels like a moment of poignancy of: “there's nowhere to go from here because I can't possibly tolerate what this is.” But if you don't get to this moment—this in the mirror moment of I cannot tolerate this anymore—then you don't step out of it. Right? If it were something easy, like a tick or a ladybug, you could just flick it off your arm, you wouldn't need to get to that point. Going back to this metaphor of a cancer in your arm. If you really want to not live with it anymore, you have to do something about it. Get it out.
 
The good news, the very good news in this time is that you physically as an individual human soul here don't have to do very much in this time to bring it about—the change. Many of you have spent many lifetimes already bringing about this change, right? So you're pushing the boulder up the hill, you hand it off to someone else, you recycle to another lifetime, and you're still pushing the boulder up the hill . . .

The beautiful thing of this moment is we're already over the top. But you know, when a boulder is rolling downhill, and has that much momentum and that much weight, it's destructive, right? It feels like an inevitable force, which from our perspective is quite brilliant and lovely at this time. You've wanted this for many, many lifetimes. But at this moment, it's showing destruction. It's showing the path of destruction.
 
Know that this is something that in your heart of hearts you wished for. No, you didn't before bed pray: "I hope that 10 people in California will lose their homes tonight." We know specifically you're not wishing for this kind of destruction. But you have come each of you to this moment of: "I can no longer tolerate how humanity is." Whether that is in the political sphere or the environmental sphere, how the energies in the bodies have become so entrapped.
 
From angelic perspective, what we most wish for humanity is freedom from all of these things. Because there are technologies to address the pollution that have been suppressed. There are ways of freeing the energetics in the human body. Many of you know about those but those are also let's not say suppressed but maligned—discredited publicly to make people access to them a little less.
 
When you have freedom to access all these tools then the angelic role is done. So at this point, when the boulder is already rolling down the hill, for all intents and purposes, the angelic role is done. In other words, it is inevitable now that humanity comes into her freedom. This is the painful moment. One of them, there have been many. Pushing the boulder up the hill was not so fun all of those lifetimes either. But the inevitability of freedom that we feel here for humanity is unprecedented.
 
So there is joy, tremendous, tremendous joy right now on the angelic realms. And also a little bit of a sadness because this project that angels have had with humans has so much to do about creating this change moment, of bringing us here. Or to tomorrow, let's say, when it's not so painful. The surgery in the arm is done.
 
There is celebration, and there is remorse, because nothing will ever be the same. If you feel this also in yourself a little bit of this attachment to being a lightworker, having a battle to fight . . . have compassion on yourself. Because you're not alone in this. Even the angels are feeling a little tinge of: "Oh, what's next?" Because it cannot be the same.
 
When humanity comes into so much freedom. It's different than it has been for all of the many, many stages of human births here. But we do want you to know because at this moment with the wildfires, the politics, the pollution and the sense of: "I can't live like this anymore." (And you might not be aware of what that's relating to but it's so strong now emotionally or mentally, like I just cannot tolerate one more minute like this.)
 
Know that's a beautiful moment. Because you're not saying: "I choose to die." You're saying: "I choose to live a brilliant, free life." And you're recognizing: "That's not what I've had. I thought I did. But that's not what I have right now." So it's a necessary step. It's that painful scalpel maneuver, to come to this much poignancy on Earth at this time to recognize: "This is intolerable." At the same time, the paradox, the joke of this time is you're feeling this intolerability at the moment when it's already inevitable that things will conclude the way you want it to—in other words, freedom. So please don't lose heart.

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